Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Renungan 2

I want to share you one of my favourite hadis... :)

Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda:
....."tidak sempurna iman seseorang diantara kamu jika dia tidak mengasihi saudaranya sebagaimana dia mengasihi dirinya sendiri.."

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Friday, December 18, 2009

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Thursday, December 17, 2009

T4HUN B4RU, 4Z4M B4RU

Selamat Tahun Baru Hijrah! ->1431H!!!

Alhamdulillah, kita masih diberikan umur, masih diberi peluang untuk menyambut kedatangan tahun baru hijrah ani dan masih diberikan peluang untuk memperbaiki diri dan mengumpulkan bekal bagi kehidupan yg seterusnya nanti. Rahmat rasanya.

Alhamdulillah azam di tahun yg lepas dapat ditunaikan, accompolished. Mungkin belum sepenuhnya tapi insyaallah rasanya menghampiri semuanya or average. Okay-lah :).Hmm.. Azam untuk tahun ani rasanya banyak, dan berat-berat. Tapi mudah-mudahan dapat tercapai dan dapat diusahakan sekuat daya yang boleh. Insyaallah, Amiin.

Jadi, apa azam untuk tahun ani? 1. Aku mahu semakin berdikari, 2.lebih pandai mengawal emosi, 3.berfikir positif, 4.lebih pemedulian, 5.lebih bersungguh2, 6.lebih penyabar, 7.lebih fokus dalam pembelajaran.

Mmm... Sukar rasanya kalau terlampau ku fikirkan. Tapi, aku mesti cuba dan inda buleh takut. Macam mana mahu berjaya kalau inda mahu mencuba dan dikalahkan oleh perasaan takut diri sendiri? Berfikir positif dan tidak kurang berdoa. InsyaAllah niat yg baik itu berkat dan dipermudahkan oleh-Nya. Amiiin....

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Wednesday, December 16, 2009

HOhoHO

LOLZ... ;D
YEAH, i better wear my smile now. Sangal ku buat muka marung eyhhhh... it could only make me looks older than my real age. . :s
TOINK.. sadar pun?


ASSALAMUALAIKUM!
it's around 1.26 am when i'm typing this post.
And i'm dizzy right now. Ngaleh, i went shopping with my family tadi.... Okelah, alhamdulillah. At last we were able to go shopping together. It has been a long time since we did.
I suppose to sleep now, but i just couldn't. Insomnia? IDK, but maybe. OH, I wish i could sleep now. My body is already aching. I need to regain my energy. Beside tomorrow i'll be busy again. Early in the morning, i(well... it's actually we) have to go somewhere(not sure) to buy some stuff for school next year(are we too early?).
-Ya Allah my post is all a mess now, i'm too tired to write aand think know- (-.-") I'm too pushy towards myself? Bah, bah, bah. I better off now. I don't wan't to push u to read this pushy post. enough for now. @.@ >wassalam< and so much sorry.

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Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Alhamdulillah, it's worth our hardwork ;)

Wah, the PMB result had popped out! Finally!!!!!!!
Alhamdulillah, i felt much relieved now. No more PMB's nightmare haunting me! no more worries killing me! And i'm happy for my result. Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah..it's not bad and it's good but not awesome. I got 7a's and 1b! wew....it's close!. Bukan rezeki ku dapat 8a's atu kali..hehe.. For more specific i got A1 for my Art, B.M, and also IRK... A2 for English, Geo, history and Science. I got B for math..hihi...;p ..forgive me..

And...luruskah? There are 7boys and 18 girls of M.Sains who get 8a's this year? WOW..Maktab Sains hit the jackpot! ;p .. hihi.. alhamdulillah, if it's true. Our teacher must be happy now. All this year we were like not so-so serious with the up-coming exam. And this had made our teachers to worry all this time. Sorry teachers..kami ani andangnya gauk... hehe... hopefully we won't cause trouble for the next year and be more mature.

Waaaaa... Talking about next year somehow is stressing me. Next year we'll mix with the year 8 or the 2 formers this year due to the SPN system. :/ hmm.. This would be a challenge to us the last batch of PMB, MENTALLY and ACADEMICALLY.This also means that we'll sit for the O Level exam with them. Annoying... I'm worried baa... I'm worried if we'll be beaten by them. I don't want to loss from them... lets just take the challenge. Everything happens for a reason. Smw ada hikmahnya. InsyaAllah it's for our good. InsyaAllah, dipermudahkan. Amiin. :)

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Sunday, December 6, 2009

'Headache'

Hmm.. I felt headache lately.. perhaps it's due to hormones 'thingy' which led to migraine, or could be it's caused by me myself because of my habit of drinking coffee which contains caffeine. Aaa.. taubat ku na mau minum kopi lgi! hi.. it's make me hard to sleep though. i should give up this habit. I thought it won't cause problems to me but yeah..now terima padah... hikz. Hope it's not too late.

Could be jua coz i think of things too much serious. hmm.. Being the first child in the family always make me think of responsiblities, this problems, that problems, conclusion for this, conclusion for that, solvent for this, solvent for that and blah, blah, blah... :'( hmm... This make my mind tired.. sometimes IT'S BURDENING ME. So much stressful u know. But yet, i love this live. No matter what, i'll always be grateful though. :) .. Well..it's just sometime i could hold my emotion no more that i could BURST or EXPLODE. Burst which means i could cry horriblely and explode which means mengamuk la,,apa lg? -astaghfirullahalazhiim..khilaf ku- And in this condition, people may think negatively on me and started to misunderstand. Even the one who were closely tied with me.(Sorry umi for being that way.. ;'( .. i feel bad for that, i feel guilty though,,so much) And that make me sad and burdened more. This is also why there were times when i posted this...DON'T DISTURB, *CAUTION* on my fb's status. Scary? well, some how. But it's true, u better don't disturb me if i warn you earlier, it's not that i don't like you or that i'm selfish or what but it's just that i could easily feel irritated at a time like that and i don't want to drop my bomb on you. I'm much playful actually that sometimes i would turns goofy, loony and loving to the others too but it's just that i'm not tough enough, i'm not strong enough at dealing with my private problems...-peace- oh, i need to drink panadol now. :/

Lastly, please forgive me for all my wrong. Sometimes i don't realise if i was irritating you or made u feel bad, i must so emotional at that time. Sorry, so-much.

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Wednesday, November 25, 2009

ILL FEEL ;/

Huh.. This is what i get. Insulted. No, not insulted but i'm sad ;'( ...
Mostly, i'm sad to us; teenage muslim nowadays. entah~ Maybe i'm just too sensitive. Yes, banar. Aku sensitive but perhaps in a positive way.

What is happening to everyone? Yes, all of us guys...sahabat2 ku, saudara2 seagamaku sekalian. Day after day, what happen to our selves? Kitani seakan semakin jauh..jauh dari Allah, lupakan hari akhirat, lupa akan Hari Pembalasan. Begitu mudah kita terlupa yg satu saat nanti, kitani akan dimatikan dan dihidupkan semula untuk menghadap-Nya. I'm scared. Takut ku wah yg ktani ani tergolong dalam golongan org munafik. What if kitani menghadap Allah dalam keadaan yg hina? Na'udzubillah. Kitani mengaku islam tpi kurang berusaha untuk mengikut perintah-Nya. Kita ni mengaku Islam tpi kurang berusaha untuk menjauhi larangannya.

Hukum agama, pengetahuan agama, ambil tah contoh terdekat, subject IRK ah, dipulaukan, diremehkan. Yow! I know that ada di segelintir dari kitani says " jgn tah diambil IRK atu, kelulusan IRK apa jua karang keraja mu?" Astaghfirullahal'azim. Zalim.. Kejam kamu becakap cematu, sampai hati kamu. It's okay if u r choosing other subjects rather than IRK but what on purpose do you have to say that? to say that IRK is useless? kenapakan tu? There is NO NEED to say that.

Guys, i'm not saying that i'm much better than u all. Nobody is perfect. But please, take serious and note that. Before we are too far away. Before it's too late. Kamu tau? Kan ada masa nanti di mana ayat2 al-quran akan diangkat which means that the holy quran will disapear. Kan ada masanya nanti nada lagi orang beriman di dunia ani. Akan datang masanya nanti arah terbit dan tenggelamnya matahari akan berubah arah and on that time tah pintu kemaafan kan ditutup, taubat ktani INDA LAGI DITERIMA. Don't u scared? Don't u?

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Monday, November 23, 2009

I'm currently obsessed by..

...Pet Society!!!!!! <3

A t first i was not interested to it since i need to focus on my PMB exam.
But now, it's SHOWTIME!


Yeah~ this is my pet, i named it cwitedd
y. (lame)
haha
Eh, dnt u think like what i'm thinking? to me its looks lyk...


Taeyang's BigBang!


Umm what else? Aa..Just let me to show some features of it, okay? lol haha.. please let me to be lame for this time, i'm just obsessed u know! ;p Kenapakan? sanak kamu membaca? Jangan pulang baca,,,,Haha ;D
visiting~



Get set,,,,GO!


Manang! ;D
-excited-

Payah kan manang kali ah...
Coz aku inda pandai ;p


Gahahaha.. Apa binatangnya kan tu..? huhu
It's Hydeenie(luruskah spelling ah? ;p)
I remember at the 1st time i see it i was like AAARGH!
haha.. I was shocked by it.
Ani better lgi, before its appearance was weirder and more SHOCKING!
Haha.. Malas ku mengupload yg previous ah.
Dangar kamu tu? Malas ku bah, MALASSSS!!!
;p



Hehe.. i think that's all. Ngalih ku menaip plus(+) sanak jua kamu membaca kan? haha
C U at the next blog, chow! (aiyy.. esok result kluar)


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Friday, November 20, 2009

I know, I'm still lacking. I need to learn a lot of things. I need to learn as much as i could for my entire life. As a muslim i know that learning is not just for our benefit on life but also for the after.

For me, learning is not just based on academic and practical but much more than that. Self control example, is part of learning by which we learn to control our emotion, mental and patience.

I have never feel satisfied at learning as I consider that there were a lot to be learn. Learning had never come to an end, that's how I'm thinking.

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Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Gaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ASSALAMUALAYKUMWARAHMATULLAH!!!!!
haha.. what's with the exclamation???
exclamation apa tu kan??? Excitement? Frustration? or Depression? :P
Not on purpose actually -lol-
Wuw! Result PSR sudah ada!! PSR ah, not PMB. hihi ;p
aND GUESS WHAT? My sis got....3 AMBUK, 2 BABOONS x) GEGEGEGE..
-senyum masam-

meaning 3A's, 2B's!!!!
Con9ratulations!!! U passed the PSR~ Eitz, forgotten, alhamdulillah..
Give ur greatest applause everyone!!
(bah sadang tah, over reacting aku ah.. hehe,, sorry kamuuu...;)

h3H3

Also, congratulation to all my cousins who passed their PSR too!!
Ayu, with the best achievement(among my sisters n bro lah), 4A's 1B. ISH, nyaris eh, cikiiitttt lagee.. ;)
Merah n achik, Good job yowh! Ur results are not bad neither ;D
And Wajih!! the only prince of mine (cieh! xp) who sat for the PSR this year, CONGRATULATION too!
All of u passed the exam, however NAPA NADA YG DPT 5A ANI??

To merah, my dearest couzie, jgn berkecil hati, aku tau among my sisters kau yg banar2 aiming for getting 5A's, jgn patah semangat bcoz this is just PSR, the point is u could enter secondary school nxt year and you still have the chance to make better achievement in ur future ;)

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WEW-wy!!!

Next is going to be my turn pulang.. Apakabar PMB? Sihat? lol
wuh, i'm still worrying the PMB. How is my Math and eng???? ;O
I hope the result would be fine, No C's! I dnt want C's! I hate C's! Tpi if ada ayarrrkkk..cana jua kan. It'll too late. ;( Apalagi if Si Dayang 'D' ada menyalat in the result, GAAAAAA!!! ;O
Inda ku mau!

Wuhuww~
-tutup mata-
-tutup telinga-
-tutup hidung sama mulut- (eh, cana kan nafas? -lol-)

Bah, udah tah,,
tatatititutu!!
wassalam.
(hopefully, my next blog is not going to touch on my frustration of the PMB. Eh, NAUDZUBILLAH! jauh2 palissss! amit2!)
-adios-
--

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Friday, November 6, 2009

Hmmmmmmmmmm

It's nearly 1 am now and i'm still doesn't have the feel to sleep.
It's not a problem to me since I'm not going to school 2morrow morning ;D
Anyway I'm not confident of what I'm getting for the PMB.
I have totally no idea at all! Infact, I couldn't predict of what i'm getting.
For now I can only pray 4 the best result and tawakal.
Hmm.. waiting for the result is like holding ur breath.
Adehhh..
I'm worrying 4 my math and eng....hmmmmmmmm...
-dizzy-

I hope the result won't be worse coz i never fail be4. I know i'm not verry good at math and eng all this tym but i never fail. If something like that is happening to me i'll surely dead i mean, i'm not going to suicide of course it's so much foolish! What i mean here is i will hardly breathe and gasp for the air. Thinking of failure, that will mean a lot of waste of time of studying 4 all the 3 periods of years in my lower secondary school. I hardly think of that. (Ya Allah, na kan usaha ku selama ani nada membawa hasil apa2 sama sekali? If the worse thing i always thinking about will truly happens, i'll be miserable) But I believe that everything happen for a reason even MORE than a reason usually (what i had have figure out lah).
Think positive, think positive, think POSITIVE ! That's what I really need for now.

Bismillahi tawakkaltu 'alaAllah.

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Sunday, November 1, 2009

Let Me Hear Your Voice - Big Bang, translated lyrics

The rain just now has stopped

The smell of asphalt is floating around the city
Hey, over there too, the weather is fine already right?
For the weather has cleared up from the west
Since you’re not a morning person
Everyday, will you be able to wake up properly?
I’m still worried about things like that

The spreading sky, the freedom
Although neither of them has changed
Right now, just that… it’s only just that you are not by my side

Let me hear your voice
If we become honest, surely
We’ll be able to understand each other
Please open your heart
Let me hear your voice
The path we have come is, for us, definitely
An important STEP to that future

The first time I met you was
Around this season right?
The light up street was
Glowing beautifully
The crybaby-you, from that time on, often
Laid your forehead on my shoulder
You were crying right? That extreme warmth
From your touch on my shoulder

Everyone lives, carrying his own worry
Desperately holding his broken heart

Let me hear you voice
If we become more kind
We’ll be able to love each other
Don’t avert my eyes
Let me hear your voice
Let’s get over those entwined anxieties and loneliness
The feelings of this moment become our bond

Yeah, Since you went away hasn’t been the same
In my heart all i got is pain
Could it be that i play the game
To loose you, i can’t maintain
Sunlight moonlight you lit my life
Realize in the night while love shines bright
Can’t let you go we were meant for forever baby let me know

Days passed without you can’t forget you
Letting me be the cloud hanging above me
Raining on me missing your touch
Nights get longer and it’s hard to clutch
We’re apart breaks my heart
Its all for the best girl, you’re my world
In time my love unfurls
‘Till then wait for you girl

Let me hear your voice
If we become honest, surely
We’ll be able to understand each other
Please open your heart
Let me hear your voice
The path we have come is, for us, surely
An important STEP to that future


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Tuesday, September 29, 2009

wHat i'm thinking of...

OWh. I know PMB is VERY cloSE!
i'VE donE SOme preparation and r3visi0n but i'm w0RRY it's n0t good 3nough.
I know how playful i am ;) hihi..

My feeling is mixed up right now, am fine but sad too and worry and somehow careless and still playful and dot dot dot dot dot and blablabla.. (wth?)

Fine because everything is usual, nothing so ordinary..
sad becoz of what had happened..
Worrying the PMB which is also normal..
Careless, ya i'm worry but still a bit CARELESS too..


AnD PLAYFUL IS Just who I am. ;)
dadadada......


HMM.. i better study now. BY3

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Wednesday, September 23, 2009

aKHIR R4M4DH4N INI

20.09.2o09
Bersamaan 30 Ramadhan 1430h..

Telah kembali ke rahmatullah nininda ku, Hjh Isah binti Hj. Mahali. Semoga nininda dicucuri rahmat. amiin.
~*al-fatihah*~

Sedih, siapa jw inda sedih di saat slh 1 org yg tersayang pergi meninggalkan kta untuk slamanya.
Apa daya, tiba sdh masanya nini kmbali ke rahmatullah. Semoga nini tenang di sana. Kami smw di cni mendoakan kita di sana. Kan kmi kenang nini selalu.

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Thursday, September 17, 2009

PuriCute!
Cute Purikura Online cute

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PuriCute!
Cute Purikura Online cute

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Thursday, September 10, 2009

My sunflower


Ops! what's wrong with the post's title? Sounds like primary school composition level anie. HAHA.. thOSE DAYS. Masih ku ingat. My father, My mother, my best friend. Every composition used to sounds lyke those!

Aku suka sunflower@bunga matahari@himawari! It's bright and yellow. It bring cheerfulness. WoW!! I still remember i used to plant this flower tp sayang they r dead.. Aiyaaaa.. Maybe the climate doesn't suit them? But still i wish to have sunflowers in the garden again one day! I miss their happy colour. And by the way i reminded by Agnes monica's song matahariku. I love the part when Agnes sing "Dengarlah matahariku.." tHey'r just two words but those two words are the phrase which i admire the most in the song!

To me sunflower means yellow, yellow means bright, bright means happy, happy means cheerful. And yellow also means Nida my eldest best fRiend becoz that's her fav colour. I miss her. YOWH! tinggal sekampung tpi batah inda jumpa. Apa kes? Duh!

We leave in the same village but if datang so sudden i might interrupt her or \her family. Lagi pun my parents doesn't allow me merayau2 anie and from my sight when i see her, she's always busy. She's hard working on doing chores yo
(Low aku malas. heheh ;P)! Salute ku. So aku inda mw kacau ia coz everytime when we're together there is always a lot to chat about. Inda cukup sehari semalam! I can call to inform her first if i want to visit her so she'ld be ready tp phonenya slalu trouble. (i wish to buy her a hp to make things a lot more easier :( ) So the easiest way, see you on Hari Raya! I HopE kau ada at the tym i go visit u next tym! And that's mean after a year baru jumpa.
I miss her so much. She's my sunflower!

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DAy by Day i WaNT tO bE MorE usEfuL.....
;)

Amiiinnnn..

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Monday, September 7, 2009

ThIs iS NOt riGht . . .

I fEeL tHerE iS SOmetHinG MiSSinG...

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Thursday, September 3, 2009

Renungan



Setiap masalah yang dihadapi itu ialah ujian Allah keatas keimanan, keikhlasan, dan kesetiaan hambanya. Jadi setiap kali masalah melanda, ingatlah bahawa kita sedang diuji. Dengan itu jangan sekali2 menderhakai-Nya walau sesengit apa pun ujian yang ditimpakannya. Malah dengan bersabar dalam menempuh ujian tersebut dan sentiasa mementingkan ingatan kepadanya melalui sembahyang, doa dan zikir...

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Saturday, August 29, 2009

I'm a Girl


I'm a girl,
who always full with CONFUSIONS,
who always full with EMOTIONS.

There were times when i could show what i really feels.
There were times when i hide it from everyone.
There were times when i betray it.

COMPLICATED.
Yes, for sure.
Being a girl is not that simple.
Have to fight our own emotion.
Hard to think LOGISTIC,
and hard to accept the REALITY.
Because, a girl's heart is always the first which functioning
rather than our brain.
It's our fate of being that way.

YOU BOYS MIGHT SAY... **(i doesn't mean this to all of you boys, only to those who were narrow minded and EGO would thing i'm accusing or insulting. it's not at all, i'm just remining. WhOA, WHOA,,,,CALM DOWN, my intention is good! dont get me wrong ;)**
We are weak as we can't controlled our emotions
We are worthless as we hardly to use our head.
BUT,
Don't u remember that it's all UR task?
Don't U remember it's all UR RESPONSIBILITIES?
To PROTECT, LEAD,TEACH and CORRECT US?

As the time goes..
NOW
i'm turning to a woman.
Developing to a woman is making me
being MORRREEE sensitive,
being MOORREEE serious AND
being MOREEEE breakable.

SO, don't broke me as i'm already BROKEN.
;p

Peace and SORRY.

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I DONT KNOW WAHT I'M TALKING ABOUT

Sometimes we dont know why we feeling weird..

And we cant have the answers by ourselves.

Feel sad without knowing the cause.

Just feeling missing.

And sad.

But never know why.

And sometimes we can't adjust ourselves

into the path which we chose.


Let me just post a translated lyrics by Big bang of Haru2.


Leave
Yeah, Finally I realize that I am nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me


My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind My heart vanished like smoke
It can’t be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind
(say goodbye)

[Rap]
Yeah, I thought I wouldn’t be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought
You don’t answer anything as I cry out “I miss you”
I hope for a vain expectation but now it’s useless


What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can’t get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times


Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)
Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye…

If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn’t see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly

Always be happy with him, (so) I won’t ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won’t be left out ever
Please live well as if I should feel jealous

You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud
Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened
[Chorus]
Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)

I hope your heart feels relieved
Please forget about me and live (on)
Those tears will dry completely

As time passes by
It would’ve hurt less if we didn’t meet at all (mm)
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby
I pray for you
[Chorus]
Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)
Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye, bye
Oh my love don’t lie, lie
You’re my heart, say goodbye

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Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Greet the day with happiness ;)

Yuhuu!!!!!!!! I really want to shout out!!!

GREET THE DAY WITH HAPPINESS!!!!!!!!!!
hahah;) Let's smile everybody! hehe

Huhu.. apa angin ku memblogging pagi2 anie?
I supposed to get ready to school.. weelllll, it's still doesnt reach 5 am by the way.. So i think it's okay and i wouldn't be late unless fate.. hihi
Tpi the question ku td knapa ku memblogging aniee?? Supposed to ada something special kan? kan ? kan? (ya wah? special wah? banar wah speial?) For me it's special bcosz i'm feeling happy now n i hope fotr the whole day or morrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeee!!

U see.. It's been for a while aku inda lg bwt this emoticon ;) ;D hihi..
If u read my previous post kinda emo lg tu..
huhu
Noew, can u count brapa kali dah ku type huhu and hihi and all those kind of expressinon here? X) (nah lg)

I saw some changes on someone today in fb. Chaiyyoo!!! X)
U see? I'm happy 4 u when u r happy.
I hope u'll stay happy yo! so that i can feel the same way, okayhh? ;)
Ya, ya, ya, of course. Don't worry. I'm happy for u not by forced. i'm happy ikhlas-ly.. hehe..
Tpi you curang eyhhh!!
haha
sasak ku.. :P
and umm.. a bit scare and JEALOUS..
ops.. ;p hehe
By the way i hope u r changing for ur self n not for other reasons ;) mxxxxxxxx

Umm.. THATS ALL DULU KALIE. Kan get ready to school dulu.



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Sunday, August 16, 2009

Perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu
ku coba untuk terus menjauh
Perlahan hatiku terbelenggu
ku coba untuk lanjutkan hidup...


Who can help me?

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Friday, August 14, 2009

FeeLIng is aLWays coMPLIcaTED

Sometimes it's better to hide abwt ur feeling.
Sometimes it's better to pretend that u r okay.
Sometimes it's even best to keep it as ur secret.
But sometimes...
does it wrong?

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Saturday, August 8, 2009

Sacrifice

I have made my decision and it's final.

For MB4 next year, i have to choose 2 optional sub. bcoz i want to apply for 9 sub.
The problem is i really love art but art n IRK(Islamic Religious Knowledge) is in the same category, they' r both 4 the 9th sub. which mean that i cant take both.
aaaarrrrrrrrrrrggggggghhhh.
this is so much
My friends encourage me just to take art instead of IRK but i can't bcoz 4 me IRK is important to learn as i'm a muslimah. I seriously can't compare between art n IRK.

YO! Dnt u feel irritated/insulted/sad if u hve 2 compare Ugama subject with other sub?
There is nothing more important than our islamic religious.

Hmm..
i could only say goodbye to my beloved subject


Everything happens with a reason... hmm...

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Monday, August 3, 2009

KOreA!!!!

Big Bang



dUMB AND THe duMBEr




I'm getting addicted to watch koreassssss nowadays... After big bang then SuJu after SuJU then 2ne1. haha

Not enough with that then TER-addicted tia lg dgn Korean varity show Family outing n 2 Days n 1 Night. Py aku dpt liat from Youtube onl... NO astro at home.. (Aiyaaa...)

What so interesting with F.O? In this programme u'll be able to see the Korean F.O members play a lot of games which are sooo funny and crazy! Hahah,,, inda pulg extreme.. The main thing is u'll be able to learn further of Korean culture.
Banarnya aku tu bkn apa.. first i just want to watch Daesung(big bang mmbers)funny behavior... Yo! you'll be addicted to watch this mainly because of the DUMB AND THE DUMBER! haha.. What's that? That's the nick namee which were given to Jaesuk(the funny, talkative MC) and Daesung... Watch them get together, u'll be crazy! X)

In terms of Funny and familier atmosphere i pefer F.O but in terms of SUFFERING it's 1N2Days!!! XD hahah.. WHY? found out sndiri eh.. py seriously cali. if not inda ku liat! BTW if at F.O there is daesung what's with 1n2d? For me its LEE SEUNGGI!




Lee Seunggi b4 and after sleeping :P

Eh, BTW batah dah inda liat indo... Parabola system error wahhhh... that's why makin terperap dgn Youtube nowadays... hihi ;D

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Thursday, July 23, 2009

~*JELmaaN AMal MaNuSIa*~

I really Want to share this to you all. ;D
As we always say,"sharing is caring."
And i do care so much to all of us..

I get this from the Hidayah magazine.
It is about how our dids(amalan) look like.
I'm not very good in summarising n translating. Besides i'm worry that what i'm translating is wrong. bKN jd amal jdi dosa sj krg.
So i'll just copy paste it. heheh.
i hope you'll understand abwt what i'm trying to tell here.
Perhaps we'll able to change to a much better person after reading and learning this ;)

Muaz bin Jabal telah menanyakan Rasulullah.
"Apakah yg dimksudkan dgn ayat 'Pada hari ditiupkan sangkakala dan kalian datang dalam bergolong2an?"
Baginda menjawab,"Hai Muaz, kamu telah brtanya tentang sesuatu yg berat. Umatku akan dibangkitkan mnjadi 10 golongan. Tuhan memilihkan mereka dri kaum muslimin dan mengubah bentuk mereka, sebahagian mereka berbentuk monyet, sebahagan lagi berbentuk babi, sebahagian lagi berjalan terbalik dgn kaki di atas dan muka di bawah lalu diseret2, sebahagian lg buta merayap2, sebahagian lg tuli bisu tidak berfikir, sebahagian lg menjulurkan lidahnyayg mngeluarkan cairan yg menjijikkan smua org, sebahagian lg mempunyai kaki & tangan terpotong, sebahagian lg disalibkan kpd tonggak2 api, sebahagian lg punya bau yg lbih menyengat drpd bau bangkai, sebahagian lg memaki jubah ketat yg mengoyak-koyakkan kulitnya."

Seterusnya lagi Rasululllah menjelaskan bahawa adalah org yg berbentuk monyet itu merupakan para penyebar fitnah. Yg berbentuk babi adalah pemakan harta haram. Yg kepalanya terbalik ialah pemakan riba. Yg buta ialah penguasa yg zalim. yg buta+tuli ialah org yg takjub dgn amalannya sendiri. yg menjulurkan lidahnya dengen ssngt menjijikkan ialah para ulama atau hakim yg perbuatannya bertentangan dengan percakapannya. Yg dipotong kaki dan tngannya ialah org yg menyakiti jiran tetangga. Yg disalibkan kpd tonggak api ialah para pembisik/penghasut yg memburuk22kan org lain. Yg baunya lbih menyngat drpd bau bangkai ialah org yg pekerjaannya hanya mengejar2 kesenangan jasmaniah & tidak membayarkan hak Allah Taala dalam hartanya. Yg dicekik oleh pakaiannya sendiri ialah org yg sombong dan takabbur.


So, iatah usul kita di akhirat nanti tu klw amalan ibadt ktani inda lurus.
May Allah bless us and protect us from doing bad dids.
Amiin..

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Saturday, July 18, 2009

>urgent<

I think i need some changes.. in order to improve..
bEcaUse i'M very sensitive, easily get insult and so on.
I need to figure out what's wrong with me..
I'm not comfortable with this, i'm feeling sad............

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Thursday, July 16, 2009

Tu Wa Ga Pat

Man tareman-tareman karawan-karawan
Yang di sini yang di sana di mana2
Mo cabut dulu, Gile aja luh, aje gile luh
Dengerin dulu sebuah lagu kamu harus setuju

Don't be shy, ih malu2, kayak scooby doo be doo
Nggak terbalik nih, kita2 sih nggak tau malu ih, kamu ih
What you gonna do kalo kamu feeling blue
Kamu jadi biru dan tersedu2
Hapus air matamu pandanglah tak jemu
Tangan ragu2
Tu wa ga pat
Hey walangkekek,it's okay kalo bokek
No women kan no cry, no money and no shy
So come on baby2, kamu juga honey2
Ngapain juga mimpi2
haah.. mimpi hari gini?!

What you gonna do kalo kamu lagi sedih
Pacar kamu pergi jadi sakit hati
Buang sakit hatimu nanti kami jenguk
Pasanglah senyummu
Pakailah sepatumu, ayo terus maju
Cari pacar baru
Tu wa gapat

Project P-O-P, well it's the best
Rata2 suka minum es
Yo sutralah, lets do it again
Tu wa ga pat
Now its time for us to go
Kami berpisah salam peace yo!
No drugs no alcohol
Lebih baik kita makan es cendol
What you gonna try kalo kamu feeling shy
Janganlah kamu cry,nanti jadi feeling jijay

Hapus air matamu pandanglah tak jemu
Jangan ragyu-ragyu
tu wa ga pat
Jangan kamu begitchyu, janganlah sok achyuh
Belagak ngga butuh
tuwa ga pat
Mendingan kamu2 pada minum jamyu
Biar nyengir malyu-malyu
tu wa ga pat
Yo pasang tampang cute, biar sakit peyut
Semua harus ikut tu wa gapat
Hapus deh air matamu, pandang dech tak jem
Jangan ragu-ragu

Haha... ;D
Project Pop's songs always make cheer...
I hope y'all can get into the lyrics..
nda paham ka?
Aha,,, ada jw words yg aku inda paham lah..
Try watch videonya lgi best + caliii!!!
Ane lagu lama udah.. py baru ku tdapat liriknya
Hahah

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Saturday, July 11, 2009

What's happening? What's happened? what's going?

Hmmmmmmm.......................................................................................
expression........
:O.... ;O... :'O... ;"O.. ;(... ;'(.. ;"(...
Qualifying exam,,,, The first day
When i was having my malay paper 1 i was blank. Totally blank. It was the first paper we sat in the qualifying... And i couldn't do it.. u perhaps say 'what? can't do malay? shouldn't malay be an easy stuff?'.. i hate that when people judge on someone whilst they dont really now or don't even know the person. then, u perhaps couldn't understand me.. be on my shoes, then experience what i have been through.. When i was writing the composition, something disturbed me.. every time when i wrote it, i felt like everything are not right.. u know, tym aku mnulis rasanya macam 'eh salah tu!'.. woi! mana lurus tu yang ko buat ah! eh, bukan jua cematu!! ko ane!.. i feel something like that..

I know that i lost MORE THAN 50 Marks on it as i couldn't do the first composition which is the most important part of the paper.. I think that i was shocked.. u know it just a day after the school reopen and we only got a little briefing about the exam at the same day.. mY mINd WeNT cRaZY. I fELT SCARED.
kejam eh! i felt that the qualifying should be postponed at least 4 a week. There are still a lot of stuff to be discuss with the teacher. nd for me personally, i need a lot of motivation from the teachers also. I felt tortured mentally. this is harsh. MAybe it is not just me but also the others... I know there were some who were also stress out.

Tapi, thanks to Allah yg mngurniakan aku dua parents yg terbaik. wHO are always on my side every time. Who support me, give me the strength, useful advices, and the best is who are always reminds me not to forget Allah. tAnpa dorang, mungkin aku inda mampu trus mara ke hadapan. Tanpa dorang, mungkin aku lupa diri.Ttanpa dorang, mungkin aku rosak. Tanpa dorang mungkin aku sesat. I LOVE YOu ALLAH, and I LOVE YOU MOM N DAD. Thanks for everything you've given to me. :')

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Monday, June 29, 2009

ME, MYSELF

BEST DESCRIBE AS PENDIAM
hahah ;p
i know...........
tpi sejak bila aku pendiam?
Rasa2nya since masuk MS
hmm.. bnyk hilang self confidence,
that's why now selalu kinda hard to start conversation with people..
BuT, I know that i mustn't stay like this.
So much emptyness rasanya.
how to return?
adeh..
I miss my self.
The previous Muny.
The one who always chill.
The one who don't scare of anything.
The one who was kinda stubborn but i feel it's ok as i used to always stand with my own opinion.
Who wasn't afraid to here others coment.
And what i miss the most is i wasnt awkward to everyone.
I used to be the person who made the first move to get closer people.
The presence Muny now is somehow weak.
Hmm...



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Lava Lamp

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Sunday, June 28, 2009

Corat-coret

YeAHHhhh!!! I know most of Brunei's student were deadly happy right now ;p
Me toooo! Of course ;D
The school holiday is extended till next saturday.
I feel relief because i could do better preparation 4 the qualifying exam this time.
I confess that my revision is not satisfying yet..
It's still so much topics left to revise.
hmm.. i'm still worry 4 the exam.
However, alhamdulillah we are given the chance to be more concentrate and serious 4 the exam now.
Peluang keemasan ni!
Mustn't wastE this time.
And i pray that we will not get affected by the H1N1...
AMIIN...


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Thursday, June 18, 2009

BelJi

BelJi
lyrics by the virgin

Kau yang selalu di hati
selalu bersemi di dalam jiwaku
kau takkan ku lupa
dalam hidupku untuk selamanya

Ooo... Kenangan dirimu
menyatu dalam darahku
takkan pernah terhapus waktu

Ooo.. hatiku bahagia
saat kau ada di sisi
tak ingin kau pergi lagi
meninggalkan aku

Ooh.. Belahan jiwaku
hampa hidupku
jika kau pergi dariku

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Thursday, June 4, 2009

OTW ( lagi? d: )

WUUUhoooo... u wAnt to know what? When we were OTW home, sumthin' entered our car from the car window.. pikir tah 'sampah' accidentally masuk.
RUPANYA......
Tattarara!!!!


This cute little creature

It was injured btw, pth kakinya ;(

I dnt want to tell more about it..

It's too bad

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Tuesday, May 19, 2009

WenT hoME

I went home late today... ngaleh eh.. bgas Xtra class, 2 period.. IRK n BM
spatutnya balik kul 3, py biasa....akhir kna aga.
it was around 4.30s. prnah skali balik kul 5 wah.Cuba liat tu muka urg ngaleh ah... haha d:


Apalagi, jam tia!
aaaaaahhh..
Am fine, py yg ksiannya adikku.. my bro.. akhir tia ni
we suppose to take him at 5pm
TAPI

Jeng, jeng, jeng, jeng!
uwww... kul 5.3o pm dah yo! kcian adikku eyh, akhir tah ni :(


Wah.. LIat tu.. sunyi udah sekolah ah... nada kereta guru. Py ada plg org jaga banarnya


Baik udah tu
Luckily, my sis absent.
inda skulah.
due to MALAS
haha
inda wah,,,, damam ia d:
muN inda, would be around 6pm tah tu ambil my bro ani...
duiii.. nangis tia tu eh

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Thursday, April 16, 2009

NotHing special yEt

Boring... Nothing special had happened yet.. Just like every_day. the ordinary days..
School, homework, school, homeworkS. Duh
If tah ada TEST.
haha.. student's life lah katakan,,, nAsib jua tomorrow ada field trip. Leh jua have fun!
Kira kan bawa camera, buleh Snappy py liat la esok,,, mun rajin pulang tu.. Ahaks.
Bukit Shah Bandar, I'm cominGGG!!!! XD

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Saturday, April 4, 2009

lirik-peterpan

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>Quotez<


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