Day after day

I'm a girl,
who always full with CONFUSIONS,
who always full with EMOTIONS.

There were times when i could show what i really feels.
There were times when i hide it from everyone.
There were times when i betray it.

COMPLICATED.
Yes, for sure.
Being a girl is not that simple.
Have to fight our own emotion.
Hard to think LOGISTIC,
and hard to accept the REALITY.
Because, a girl's heart is always the first which functioning
rather than our brain.
It's our fate of being that way.

YOU BOYS MIGHT SAY... **(i doesn't mean this to all of you boys, only to those who were narrow minded and EGO would thing i'm accusing or insulting. it's not at all, i'm just remining. WhOA, WHOA,,,,CALM DOWN, my intention is good! dont get me wrong ;)**
We are weak as we can't controlled our emotions
We are worthless as we hardly to use our head.
BUT,
Don't u remember that it's all UR task?
Don't U remember it's all UR RESPONSIBILITIES?
To PROTECT, LEAD,TEACH and CORRECT US?

As the time goes..
NOW
i'm turning to a woman.
Developing to a woman is making me
being MORRREEE sensitive,
being MOORREEE serious AND
being MOREEEE breakable.

SO, don't broke me as i'm already BROKEN.
;p

Peace and SORRY.

Sometimes we dont know why we feeling weird..

And we cant have the answers by ourselves.

Feel sad without knowing the cause.

Just feeling missing.

And sad.

But never know why.

And sometimes we can't adjust ourselves

into the path which we chose.

Let me just post a translated lyrics by Big bang of Haru2.

Leave
Yeah, Finally I realize that I am nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me

My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind My heart vanished like smoke
It can’t be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind
(say goodbye)

[Rap]
Yeah, I thought I wouldn’t be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought
You don’t answer anything as I cry out “I miss you”
I hope for a vain expectation but now it’s useless

What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can’t get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times

Yuhuu!!!!!!!! I really want to shout out!!!

GREET THE DAY WITH HAPPINESS!!!!!!!!!!
hahah;) Let's smile everybody! hehe

Huhu.. apa angin ku memblogging pagi2 anie?
I supposed to get ready to school.. weelllll, it's still doesnt reach 5 am by the way.. So i think it's okay and i wouldn't be late unless fate.. hihi
Tpi the question ku td knapa ku memblogging aniee?? Supposed to ada something special kan? kan ? kan? (ya wah? special wah? banar wah speial?) For me it's special bcosz i'm feeling happy now n i hope fotr the whole day or morrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeee!!

U see.. It's been for a while aku inda lg bwt this emoticon ;) ;D hihi..
If u read my previous post kinda emo lg tu..
huhu
Noew, can u count brapa kali dah ku type huhu and hihi and all those kind of expressinon here? X) (nah lg)

I saw some changes on someone today in fb. Chaiyyoo!!! X)
U see? I'm happy 4 u when u r happy.
I hope u'll stay happy yo! so that i can feel the same way, okayhh? ;)
Ya, ya, ya, of course. Don't worry. I'm happy for u not by forced. i'm happy ikhlas-ly.. hehe..
Tpi you curang eyhhh!!
haha
sasak ku.. :P
and umm.. a bit scare and JEALOUS..
ops.. ;p hehe
By the way i hope u r changing for ur self n not for other reasons ;) mxxxxxxxx

Umm.. THATS ALL DULU KALIE. Kan get ready to school dulu.

Perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu
ku coba untuk terus menjauh
Perlahan hatiku terbelenggu
ku coba untuk lanjutkan hidup...

Who can help me?

Sometimes it's better to hide abwt ur feeling.
Sometimes it's better to pretend that u r okay.
Sometimes it's even best to keep it as ur secret.
But sometimes...does it wrong?

I have made my decision and it's final.

For MB4 next year, i have to choose 2 optional sub. bcoz i want to apply for 9 sub.
The problem is i really love art but art n IRK(Islamic Religious Knowledge) is in the same category, they' r both 4 the 9th sub. which mean that i cant take both.
aaaarrrrrrrrrrrggggggghhhh.
this is so much
My friends encourage me just to take art instead of IRK but i can't bcoz 4 me IRK is important to learn as i'm a muslimah. I seriously can't compare between art n IRK.
YO! Dnt u feel irritated/insulted/sad if u hve 2 compare Ugama subject with other sub?
There is nothing more important than our islamic religious.

Hmm..
i could only say goodbye to my beloved subject


Everything happens with a reason... hmm...

Big Bang



dUMB AND THe duMBEr




I'm getting addicted to watch koreassssss nowadays... After big bang then SuJu after SuJU then 2ne1. haha

Not enough with that then TER-addicted tia lg dgn Korean varity show Family outing n 2 Days n 1 Night. Py aku dpt liat from Youtube onl... NO astro at home.. (Aiyaaa...)

What so interesting with F.O? In this programme u'll be able to see the Korean F.O members play a lot of games which are sooo funny and crazy! Hahah,,, inda pulg extreme.. The main thing is u'll be able to learn further of Korean culture.
Banarnya aku tu bkn apa.. first i just want to watch Daesung(big bang mmbers)funny behavior... Yo! you'll be addicted to watch this mainly because of the DUMB AND THE DUMBER! haha.. What's that? That's the nick namee which were given to Jaesuk(the funny, talkative MC) and Daesung... Watch them get together, u'll be crazy! X)

In terms of Funny and familier atmosphere i pefer F.O but in terms of SUFFERING it's 1N2Days!!! XD hahah.. WHY? found out sndiri eh.. py seriously cali. if not inda ku liat! BTW if at F.O there is daesung what's with 1n2d? For me its LEE SEUNGGI!




Lee Seunggi b4 and after sleeping :P

Eh, BTW batah dah inda liat indo... Parabola system error wahhhh... that's why makin terperap dgn Youtube nowadays... hihi ;D