Day after day

Nobody really knows
Nobody really care
How missing i am
How upset i am.

All these, i keep inside. Hidden.
All these, i tried to keep aside.
Have no idea, how long this will go on.
My faith, will never faded.

I am trapped.
This weakness, i tried to put out.
Complicated, that's how i am, that's how i work.
Try not to bother, but it's really matter.

How could i? How could i?
How could i help myself out?
Ya Allah, give me ur strength, show me a way.
Keep me under ur guidance :(