Day after day

I want to share you one of my favourite hadis... :)

Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda:
....."tidak sempurna iman seseorang diantara kamu jika dia tidak mengasihi saudaranya sebagaimana dia mengasihi dirinya sendiri.."

Selamat Tahun Baru Hijrah! ->1431H!!!

Alhamdulillah, kita masih diberikan umur, masih diberi peluang untuk menyambut kedatangan tahun baru hijrah ani dan masih diberikan peluang untuk memperbaiki diri dan mengumpulkan bekal bagi kehidupan yg seterusnya nanti. Rahmat rasanya.

Alhamdulillah azam di tahun yg lepas dapat ditunaikan, accompolished. Mungkin belum sepenuhnya tapi insyaallah rasanya menghampiri semuanya or average. Okay-lah :).Hmm.. Azam untuk tahun ani rasanya banyak, dan berat-berat. Tapi mudah-mudahan dapat tercapai dan dapat diusahakan sekuat daya yang boleh. Insyaallah, Amiin.

Jadi, apa azam untuk tahun ani? 1. Aku mahu semakin berdikari, 2.lebih pandai mengawal emosi, 3.berfikir positif, 4.lebih pemedulian, 5.lebih bersungguh2, 6.lebih penyabar, 7.lebih fokus dalam pembelajaran.

Mmm... Sukar rasanya kalau terlampau ku fikirkan. Tapi, aku mesti cuba dan inda buleh takut. Macam mana mahu berjaya kalau inda mahu mencuba dan dikalahkan oleh perasaan takut diri sendiri? Berfikir positif dan tidak kurang berdoa. InsyaAllah niat yg baik itu berkat dan dipermudahkan oleh-Nya. Amiiin....

LOLZ... ;D
YEAH, i better wear my smile now. Sangal ku buat muka marung eyhhhh... it could only make me looks older than my real age. . :s
TOINK.. sadar pun?

ASSALAMUALAIKUM!
it's around 1.26 am when i'm typing this post. And i'm dizzy right now. Ngaleh, i went shopping with my family tadi.... Okelah, alhamdulillah. At last we were able to go shopping together. It has been a long time since we did.
I suppose to sleep now, but i just couldn't. Insomnia? IDK, but maybe. OH, I wish i could sleep now. My body is already aching. I need to regain my energy. Beside tomorrow i'll be busy again. Early in the morning, i(well... it's actually we) have to go somewhere(not sure) to buy some stuff for school next year(are we too early?).
-Ya Allah my post is all a mess now, i'm too tired to write aand think know- (-.-") I'm too pushy towards myself? Bah, bah, bah. I better off now. I don't wan't to push u to read this pushy post. enough for now. @.@ >wassalam< and so much sorry.

Wah, the PMB result had popped out! Finally!!!!!!!
Alhamdulillah, i felt much relieved now. No more PMB's nightmare haunting me! no more worries killing me! And i'm happy for my result. Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah..it's not bad and it's good but not awesome. I got 7a's and 1b! wew....it's close!. Bukan rezeki ku dapat 8a's atu kali..hehe.. For more specific i got A1 for my Art, B.M, and also IRK... A2 for English, Geo, history and Science. I got B for math..hihi...;p ..forgive me..

And...luruskah? There are 7boys and 18 girls of M.Sains who get 8a's this year? WOW..Maktab Sains hit the jackpot! ;p .. hihi.. alhamdulillah, if it's true. Our teacher must be happy now. All this year we were like not so-so serious with the up-coming exam. And this had made our teachers to worry all this time. Sorry teachers..kami ani andangnya gauk... hehe... hopefully we won't cause trouble for the next year and be more mature.

Waaaaa... Talking about next year somehow is stressing me. Next year we'll mix with the year 8 or the 2 formers this year due to the SPN system. :/ hmm.. This would be a challenge to us the last batch of PMB, MENTALLY and ACADEMICALLY.This also means that we'll sit for the O Level exam with them. Annoying... I'm worried baa... I'm worried if we'll be beaten by them. I don't want to loss from them... lets just take the challenge. Everything happens for a reason. Smw ada hikmahnya. InsyaAllah it's for our good. InsyaAllah, dipermudahkan. Amiin. :)

Hmm.. I felt headache lately.. perhaps it's due to hormones 'thingy' which led to migraine, or could be it's caused by me myself because of my habit of drinking coffee which contains caffeine. Aaa.. taubat ku na mau minum kopi lgi! hi.. it's make me hard to sleep though. i should give up this habit. I thought it won't cause problems to me but yeah..now terima padah... hikz. Hope it's not too late.

Could be jua coz i think of things too much serious. hmm.. Being the first child in the family always make me think of responsiblities, this problems, that problems, conclusion for this, conclusion for that, solvent for this, solvent for that and blah, blah, blah... :'( hmm... This make my mind tired.. sometimes IT'S BURDENING ME. So much stressful u know. But yet, i love this live. No matter what, i'll always be grateful though. :) .. Well..it's just sometime i could hold my emotion no more that i could BURST or EXPLODE. Burst which means i could cry horriblely and explode which means mengamuk la,,apa lg? -astaghfirullahalazhiim..khilaf ku- And in this condition, people may think negatively on me and started to misunderstand. Even the one who were closely tied with me.(Sorry umi for being that way.. ;'( .. i feel bad for that, i feel guilty though,,so much) And that make me sad and burdened more. This is also why there were times when i posted this...DON'T DISTURB, *CAUTION* on my fb's status. Scary? well, some how. But it's true, u better don't disturb me if i warn you earlier, it's not that i don't like you or that i'm selfish or what but it's just that i could easily feel irritated at a time like that and i don't want to drop my bomb on you. I'm much playful actually that sometimes i would turns goofy, loony and loving to the others too but it's just that i'm not tough enough, i'm not strong enough at dealing with my private problems...-peace- oh, i need to drink panadol now. :/

Lastly, please forgive me for all my wrong. Sometimes i don't realise if i was irritating you or made u feel bad, i must so emotional at that time. Sorry, so-much.